Happy Thursday! Over the past few weeks, my Thursday posts
have become a place for me to really get on my “soap box” and talk about the
issues that have been on my mind and heart. I tend to be a very passionate
person, and I often have an opinion about many of the issues I come into
contact with from day to day, so I have really enjoyed being able to share
those with you, and hopefully inspire you to really look at them differently. And
for the time being, I will continue to do that whenever I have something to
say. Hopefully you—my lovely readers—enjoy reading those kinds of posts.
(I chose this picture because it's seriously tranquil and I could use some
tranquility right about now)
However, today, I’m just going to be honest with you. I have
nothing to say about any particular topic right now. It is after 9:30 Wednesday
night, and I still haven’t gotten this post done because life has just been
turning me upside down lately. For some reason, the last few days, I have felt
completely burnt out when it comes to my writing. I just haven’t felt like
writing at all, and what’s more, I haven’t felt like I have anything to say. Normally,
I’ll have writing ideas, blog post ideas, stories, book ideas, dialogue,
plotlines, etc. running through my head at any given moment, but I haven’t at
all lately. And that really upsets me.
There has just been so much going on, and at the same time
nothing going on, and I think I’ve just gotten swept up by it all. I’ve been
out of a routine for so long, I’ve been going and going and going and then
doing absolutely nothing and being lonely and bored out of my mind, and I think
it’s just messed with my system. Do you ever feel like that? Like everything is
out of whack and you don’t feel like yourself? Because that’s pretty much where
I am right now.
So I guess I don’t really have some great advice or a long
post about an issue I feel passionately about, I just have this. Honesty. I feel
like everything is descending on me all at once and I don’t really know what to
do with myself. But I know God is faithful. So I’m praying that He will see me
through to the end of this season, because I know I can’t do it without Him.
And that’s really what faith is. Trusting that He’ll see you through whatever
life brings you. I pray that you are able to trust Him, and that He helps you
through whatever you’re going through.
May God bless you and keep you,
Mackenzie Carol
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